Saturday, January 31, 2009

* . ghet⋅to .

so i decided to go to to define the word "GHETTO" and when you see the sideline theres a long list of "GHETTO"S theres ghetto funerals, ghetto hair*, ghetto names, and ghetto slang (just to name a few ;]) but here is the definition the dictionary gave for "GHETTO"

  1. a section of a city, esp. a thickly populated slum area, inhabited predominantly by members of an ethnic or other minority group, often as a result of social or economic restrictions, pressures, or hardships.
  2. (formerly, in most European countries) a section of a city in which all Jews were required to live.
  3. a section predominantly inhabited by Jews.
  4. any mode of living, working, etc., that results from stereotyping or biased treatment: job ghettos for women; ghettos for the elderly.

and when i clicked ghetto hair they had "Black Hair" "Alicia Keys Hair" "Cornrolls" "Black ponytail hairstyles" "Black people prom hair" WTF?! now I am offended! Not only do I think this girl blogged about a stero-type I feel like the whole internet world has got the "African American" race fucked up! Rihanna is beautiful and she is a style icon..and everybody know i LOVE my Rihanna so that chick got 2 strikes from me!! arrrrrrrrrrrrggg!!

* . Blog Snooping .

Soo instead of shut eye tonight I decided to look @ different blogs from my blackberry and watch the last few mins of the gsw vs rocks game..which was really cool cause I read some interesting isshh ;] and saw a lot of different views on things..I saw one girl blog who went to the inauguration and a couple fashion entries on another blog.. But this one blog really pissed me off! I don't really get too mad off of simple shit but come on I was born in july I'm bound to have a hot head!! I can't say that I was REALLY pissed off cause I didn't leave this chick a comment like "WTF" when I could have I guess I'm just disappointed...or maybe just mad and not PISSED I don't quite know right now but I didn't like what I saw lol and it led me to vent..

Any who this is what happened..soo as I get on the blog I'm like omg cool cause she actually showed some balmain images which I blogged about below! So I continued to scroll down to find more fashion things, that I may find interesting or something I may have looked over.. And I see a blog post called "struck by the moody punk look" and in it she says Agyness Deyn is what's hot right now to her and how she wants to cut her hair like hers and how rocker chick look is in and how "rihanna can pull off any style plus the 'GHETTO' hair"?! okay now here's where my big WHAT THE FUCK comes in...WHAT THE FUCK?! Last time I check agyness has a similar if not the same EXACT hair cut as Rihanna? And the picture that she displays on her page seconds my notion..I mean what has Rihanna done to be labeled as 'GHETTO' what the fuck is 'GHETTO' does it define a race or is it a woman is it a smell or is it a style?! I don't get her point here nor do I like it...I know it shouldn't upset me and it isn't I don't even have a feeling right now I just don't like her wording seeing how Rihanna is the only "African American" woman there I would sense the hair style is "GHETTO" because it is on her head and no miss platinum blond Agyness!!

If you cant see the pictures because I had to resize my pics her blog is ( so you can see it there.

So overall I guess if you read this you can say I am pissed...but I'm not I just don't like any form of racism at all and I just want to give ol girl the benefit of the maybe she's from another planet or something! But if she is shame on her blog and her readers god gotta place for yall! Change will come soon, let's leave that shit in the black and white times

* . the only Cat* I like .

soooo guys && gals Kat Von D was in my neck of the woods yesturday!! Me && Tranae met up for break during our classes and walked to McDonalds lol..and on the way there we saw 2 lines forming @ Virgin!! so we juss had to find out what the buzz was and of course it was somebody that i really wanted to meet one of my living days!! Miss KAt Von D but me && tranae wasnt really interested in standing in a line...or missing the rest of our classes!! anyways it was pretty weird to see people, ya know the type who just want to meet someone famous standing in line..sure there was goths, skate heads, and tattoo fiens..but there was also grandmothers, tourist, and just lame skin looking people tryna feel special for a couple if seconds.

Tranae said maybe if she was janet jackson lol we would have to be in that line, but lol no she would be in that line!! the only way i would be in there is if robynRIHANNAfenty was comming to virgin and in that case i wouldve been cutting the line and having people stand in line so i could see her more than once lol...(&& of course monta ellis..but he wouldnt be @ Virgin thats why he wasnt said!)

tooooo bad the lines had formed @ 4ish and our class ended @ 5:45 and she was comming @ 7 hmmm if only she could tat me one day!! than my world would be complete :] Kat Von D is absolutely bomb ;]

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

* . Black Jacket .

Today I broke the curse of the BLACK JACKET!! Ask my kid sisss she knows all about it, seeing how she named it lucky me feeling like beyonce in my derion gear and shit oooo yeahhh lol but not today I was more like rihanna and I feel better being myself ;) and not the jacket lmFao!

Awwwwwwwwwwww snap! lol

Sunday, January 25, 2009

* . Fashion's Hot .

fall is comming, and change is needed!
pick up your fashion swagg!!
dont be a victim..

Christopher Kane.

okay so i dont know much about christopher kane besides the fact that the dress below and some of his collection is bomb! it actually reminds me of leanns wave collection on project runway and that one project runway challenge when they went to the candy store and somebody made a resseee cup dress!! anywho im ranting on lol..i think this spring o9 collection was unique and out of its own element. and the picture that i chose really expresses that, its something that i wouldve put together. i think he will be one of the hottest names in 2oo9 specially with this fall collection. with every celeb and their entourage wearing and i must add OUT DOING the whole draping looking and the everyday ordinary red carpet dress!! somebody is going to need to do something different and create a new look or appearance lol...and i take it somebody will follow my advice and look into a different scene.

This is my fave from his spring 2oo9 collection!

Mulleavy Sisters.

TF!! who said fashion had to be SANE?! with all the shit we seeing flocking down the runway i would think fashion was a circus for humans and the animals to watch..but we need to add some deserving names, how about kate and laura? that sounds cool to me anyways..the mulleavy sister i have only been a fan for a few hours a few days and a few seconds!! i think they are really rare and dope their clothing line which is Rodarte and can be seen @ . is named after their mother (Rodarte is actually her maiden name). i learned that one of their dresses could take up to 1oo hours!! and of course just now i found out my deal break they have designed a dress for RIHANNAAAAA!!! below is a photo of rihanna wearing their signature tights for her 2008 vma's performance of Disturbia. and i also found out that these two ladies were born in my home birth place (bay area, california) and actually graduated from UC BERKELEY!! omg like they are really talented, and gifted they got me feeling like anything is possible and the sky is the limit for me and my fidm ass!! :)

this is one of my fave from their Fall 2oo8 collection!


broad shoulders is definetly back in?! i guess and maybe shoulder pads! well if you think not than you are thinking wrong!! because according to balmains 2oo9 spring collection its going to be the next big thing!! this collection brings back the micheal jackson thriller type jackets for women and also the tight glove fitting dress. with the ripped and bleached jeans (which happens to be in right now) its given girls the kick ass rocker hardcore look and villian feel that every girl wants to be. yet it also gives the feminie look which is something i want to do with my line catering to both sides of the womens feelings and emotions!!

as you can see, i have tons of faves comming from the balmain 2009 spring line..but only you can be the judge of whats hot to you..only i can say is dont SLEEP on the BALMAIN!!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

* . notorious .

Soo my late ass just went yesterday with my little brother to seeee Notorious!! Yayy, and overall I liked the movie. The only conclusion I have came to about why people was sooo like "its not good".. Is because this is the west coast and majority of the people went because they heard or knew tupac would be in it! "They shouldve picked a better tupac" alotta people said okay well wtf-ever when "tupac" get a movie called "thug life" or "tupac" than they'll cast a better one!!!!! (I'm sure of it) This is Biggies movie shiiiit "tupac" is irrelevant in a "Biggie" movie! Even if he looked gay or not like "tupac" sooo tf what? The movie name was Notorious.. With that said if any body besides me* looked passed the "tupac" shit and saw the movie from Biggies camp it was a real movie. Its fucked up tho how he treated kim! I don't think she should be mad cause she thinks it showed her as a "hoe" she was the first chick wtf?! Let's not blow things outta proportion..yeah so she gave it up quick and easy but shit you see that everyday in cali and the U.S. The only person I feel should be mad is Biggie if this movie came out & he was still alive he would have no ass but Kim and Faiths!! Cause Biggie was a big slut bag! "Hit it split it and quit it" and its true, and I liked actually :'( how everything got better right right right! before he died, and he told the moms "I'm proud of you...for overcoming cancer" like day or 2 before he got, got! And suge knight I'm glad he got laid out by a woman!! It seems to me he started this whole thing..he may even had set it up for tupac to get robbed there and everything cause he felt that bad boy competition & he probably was losing $$$!! He's the devil the proof is in the pudding and he always wearing red with his blood eating ass!

the 2 comeback celebs :

Lil kim was naturi or naughturi (I really shouldve researched it buut I didn't lol) whatever but that 3ldub or 3lw to each its own original black girl. No not the one from south pole ads or Orayns take it slow. But the Nooo mooore noooo mooore baby I'm do right, so called friends don't wanna see me with you (playas gon play) original black girl. With a voice and a face like that I would hate to see her in another semi - porn movie! Wtf chick? I guess u gotta make yo $$$ somehow! Its good to see she's still alive (meaning in the lime & not back @ kfc lol lol)

Lil cease was played by the dude who played 5O cent as a kid. And he played young dre in brown sugar (young tae diggs). Omg after all these kids roles like haunted mansion and ishh now the kid cussing and smoking blunts and ciggs and what not?! Omggg but he did keep me laughing if I should say so myself. I thought he was John Q's son in the theatres but when I looked it up it said negative...but he still cracked me up :-D

& lmao @ craig Mack dude me n my bro hit the movies with the oldies they wasn't having that shit!! But he cracked me up, I swear that could be dudes brother lol

Lastly its soooooooo sad that me a west coast california breed have to admit to, california killed biggie. & its sad, because seeing pac from a fans yall niggas all knew he was a drunk & he was on his hood shit..soo believing him was irrelevant. And its sad that ms wallace had to lose her son over some weak ass shit, that shit made me cry! And I'm glad she told her story!! And big ups to Christopher's son ;) you made daddy proud!

* . so happy .

My husband came back tonight .
Actually played .
Starting five .
"You gon make 2O points monta?"
'I don't know, maybe'
Indeed he did
"Monta you gon' dunk?"
'I don't know, maybe'
Indeed he did
Showing the world his new tattoos :(
And his leg splinter
And them eeekk scars :'(
But we fightin 11 let's be 1O?
Pweeeze, believe !

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

* . Agree to Disagree .

You be the judge, and don't be sour cause I kind of find myself agreeing..but than again I don't watch news so I could be wrong..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

* . ILkp .

i so love her..and want her style...

* . I spy .

i spy with my little eye and sooo forth you know how that little game go! so let me express my day in the form of that game.

i spy with my little eye....

James brown says "stay in school"
* so yess its true kids your moms is not thee only person pressuring you to go to school, james brown is now officially a part of that train this morning round 7ishh on my way to school this white guy comes from the next car wearing a (james brown says stay in school logo tee) to ours and yells out "heyyy wake up you guys this is an exciting day right?! arent you guys ready for obama to be president" sadly only 3 or 4 at the most people reply awe :( so he says "thats not the kind of support i wanted c'mon now you guys can do better than that" and still gets a drryyy reply lol maybe because its like late 6ishh early 7am and your freaking yelling like kristen dunst in bring it on and wait WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU CANT TELL ME WHEN I CAN FUCKING WAKE UP...! NOW SHHH!! IM LISTENING TO MY TI lol thats kinda what i was thinking...
i spy with my little eye....

two superior obama supporters
* i like to actually see the support from different nationalities its so amazing. to think like this date martin luther king time it would be soooo different. the two obama supporters i saw today were both of the WHITE DECENT a older women rocking a Michelle obama shirt and a white man rock a vote nov 4th obama is actually a touching moment for those who voted and for those who didnt..for those of us who were around when the hard times and none mixed race supporting was in cognation i for one even if i dont get that whole hilary clition obama bridge here is actually happy to see the most % agreeing on one thing this is actually a rare moment and i would hate to sound cliche right now but you will definetly remember this moment forever!
&& C'mon everybody say it with me i spy with my little eye....

one lonely mccain palin sign..what an obamanation! hehe (a-bom-i-na-tion)
* there is definetly nothing wrong with supporting or expressing your feelings i have never been the one to judge someone for speaking or thinking outside the box, its just that what the fuck (excuse my pirate talk, if you must) this mexican gentle-men with messy greasy hair (which was my first clue, of craziness) and 3 layers of jackets (a shaft coat, and shiny coat, and a topped layered vest) which also had the Mccain palin pin! was very fucking rude (iight mate sorry jack sparrow came out of me again)..he was first of all rocking a big piece of cardboard box around his neck with mccain palin plastered on it like he was fucking Flava Flav or some bull shit. and the nerve of this cat to talk slick to sum black lady sitting next to him, but i got offended a bit when this dumb tramp turned and looked me up and down than quote on quote "mugg" me?! what the fuck bitch?! so than he knows he done fuck up with the black people in the area soooo he makes conversation with his kind, a white old man (dust old) and they chop it up and spit kkk all in the situation..which makes me angry because theres no need to be SOUR whats done is now done nicca! got'damn! grow some balls and learn how to appreciate and turn a negative into a positive...from the looks of things this old man gon' need health care it looked like he had a plastic leg limping and still using a cane? this mexican man...i have no kind hearted words so i just wont speak..for him to even display mccain palin o8 when a fucking inaguration is taking place shows how sane he really is...god is watching over him and all i can do is pray! i have never been soo pissed with ones actions that made me soooo proud of my African American people..we still got alot to work at and for (shooting, gang violence, our riches, success) but at least we are getting somewhere...

ps. evan told me about that macy's lawsuit && wtf we stood in line because somebody said 9:oo clock and than somebody said 9:3o and we skipped the obama inaguration with our class to stand in line lmfao and than they told us 1o:ooam sooo we couldnt stay because we had to be back from the inaguration @ 9:3o ughhhhh sooo i didnt get any free ishh and i wasnt about to stand in line (which was 2 blocks long after my class) for samples or smell goods :( so if you lucked in unlike my luck out please dont rubb it in my face :'(

Monday, January 19, 2009

* . Mariel Haenn .

this guy is my freaking hero! OHH_MEE_GEE!! he dresses my fave person in the whole wide world (robyn RIHANNA fenty). so i did some major research because i was like damn this girl has been looking EXTRA on point this past year and i know it could only get better in O9. so i found out that her stylist name is Mariel Haenn, i know i am butt ass late but this is a holiday and i had time to actually go behind the scene and peep this kids skills!! oowee, so he has dressed some heavy hitters! like Jada & will smith, ciara, lauren conrad, both angela & vanessa simmons, to even outkast! but him and rihanna's personality just seems to click aparently!! because when they are together (when he dresses her) their styles are em'bodied and she always looks her best its just crazy! and i alsoo noticed that majority of the pictures on his site was of RIHANNA. cause believe me she is not going to turn him down, he done reVamped Miss Fenty from a barbadous cutie to a world wide sex symbol. im just saying tho' they seem to me to be the dynamic duo of the O8 time frame. where-ever Rihanna was spotted there was a talk from Omg what is she wearing to even Mann i gotta have her stylist he turned my fave girl from o5 into everybodies, i remember nobody was bumping music of the sun like i was. but now everybody is a good girl gone bad, i aint hating kill'em ri ri! and check out mariel haenn for your self @

* . I Have a Dream .

stay safe.
keep dreaming.
the world is your muse.
the ticket is to where you believe.
the object is to overcome.
even if no one is behind you.
your heart is.
your soul is.
your passion is.
the drive is.
and i am.
over there is where you once where.
tomorrow is where it might change.
so stay safe.
and keep dreaming.
black is such a beautiful thing :).
and i am always here to support every one.
and i believe that everyone was meant to shine.
*but ima shine first lmfao*.

have a happy martin luther king day!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

* . Random Me .

1. First thing you wash in the shower?

* my upper body, need I say more? Ehh..

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?

* reddish (usc hoodie I soo need an lsu one!)

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

* the last person I kissed was the baby I guess yess?

4.Do you plan outfits?

* no I'm such a procrastinator lol

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?

* bored and tired!

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?

* the blood in my body..

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?

* its funny cause I've been saying aim since 2005 (when I got one) and I heard somebody in 06 talking bout a-i-m and I was like wtf u asking me? lol

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?

* I was married to monta and we lived in MI and the rest is in the future lol jkk

9. Did you meet anybody new today?

* nahh besides anthony morrow :)

10. What are you craving right now?

* nothing actually..

11. Do you floss?

* when I come from the dentist lol :(

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?

* patch?

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?

* 2008

14. Are you emotional?

* yes I am, I'm a girl duhh!

15. Would you dance to the taco song?

* WTF is the taco song?

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?

* no, you?

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?

* lick my two front teeth are not forgiving..

18. Do you like your hair?

* sometimes, when it mind me

19. Do you like yourself?

* yes I do actually

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?

* yes, monta ellis, keyshia cole, nick (from project runway), and anthony morrow

21. Do you like cottage cheese?

* no I don't like kim kardashian butt sheez paris lol

22. What are you listening to right now?

* I put on - young jeezy

23. How many countries have you visited?

* none

24. Are your parents strict?

* no, I'm grown now got my own $$ ;)

25. Would you go sky diving?

* I really want to...

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?

* like duhh,

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?

* no, but we'll throw them at YOU!

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?

* my jewelry?

29. Have you ever been in a castle?

* medieval times in la lmfao

30. Do you rent movies often?

* nope, probably in 2007 or 2006?

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?

* how you know I take math? But umm Sabrayah..

32. Have you made a prank phone call?

* like in 2005 or status..

33. Do you own a gun?

* nope,

34. Can you count backwards from 74?

* if I took my time, 74 65, 61, 40, 31, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, :-D

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?

* my pillow, and family

36. Brown or white eggs?

* white, nothings wrong with being brown just never tried them before..

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?

* yess, from 10th grade

38. Ever been on a train?

* yes I have

39. Ever been in love?

* :( yes

40. Do you have a cell-phone?

* who doesn't?

41. Are you too forgiving?

* depends on the person..

42. Do you use chap stick?

* nope, I should

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?

* idk,

44. Can you use chop sticks?

* a little bit,

45. Ever have cream puffs?

* no is that ice cream?

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?

* yess josh harnett? Once in my dads car prob 10th grade lol

47. What was the last question you asked?

* why you in here?

48. What was the last CD you bought?

* britney spears - circus

49. Boys or girls?

* us girls rock, but boys rock my socks!

50. What is your bus number for school?

* I'm in college dweeb

51. Is your hair curly?

* nope,

52. Last time you cried?

* watched extreme make over like last week and cried..

53. Ever walked into a wall?

* LOL yess

54. Do looks matter?

* not as much as personality but I have to say it does matter but to a point

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?

* that's my spot! lol

56. Have you ever slapped someone?

* not yet!

57. Favorite time of the year?

* summer ;)

58. Favorite color?

* black :)

59. Are you sarcastic?

* Veeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrryyy! lol

60. Do you have any tattoos?

* yup. a couple..

61. The last person you held hands with?

* the baby,

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?

* nope I hate that ishh wasting power and its annoying!

63. Who is your fave artist/s?

* rihanna, ti, young jeezy, lupe fiasco, and ashanti.

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?

* nope, I have changed my ways to demolish regrets make up and just forgive and FORGET that person. But make peace a clean slate is healthy!

65. Do you like your life right now?

* pretty much :)

66. How often do you talk on the phone?

* when someone calls..

67. What is your favorite animal?

* I like tigers or girrafes

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?

* don't remember, groceries I believe..

69. Do you have good vision?

* nope, being wear glasses since 3rd grade!

70. Can you hula hoop?

* hell no :'(

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?

* I did 4 times, but he's my cheater! or I should say was..

72. Do you have a job?

* yup,

73. Can you handle the truth?

* yup, that's all I ask for!

74. What are you wearing?

* pj's

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?

* lol yes

* . Fashionista .

this is the first fashionista of 2009 for me, i know i know i hate to love kim kardashian. i hate her image (as a porn star turn famous person) but i love (her style). i mean people praise her for her flaws which is how it should be. i mean people is bashing reggie for dating her, but it is a fact that you want to know what you getting into before you get into it riiiighhhht?! i really didnt like kim kardashian at first but it was a short termed kind of thing because i do not know this girl...and im freaking not liking her. than that died out because i want to dress like her and have her swagga lol something like i own the damn world yes that would be nice ;)

. she is pretty
. she has impeccable style
. she was born into fortune
. she has impeccable style
. and we all know she a FREAK (and no i did not watch the sex tape...)

lol soo reggie got him a winner! these are some of my fave outfits.

actually all the girls have bomb ass taste (kourtney is my 2nd fave dresser..and khloe is my fave sister!

* . Mall Trip .

Ohhh yeahhh mall today with my granny ='d me getting to see ANTHONY MORROW ohh hells yeah not Monta but he still the shit! My boy got skills, sooo yeahh I had to be the one to bring him attention me love me some GSW!! And apparently he does too! Cause he had on his golden state warriors t-shirt and basketball shorts an his du'rag! With his light skinned friend (who wasnt monta ellis) an he was walking with his head down one of the coolest days of my life lol

anyways watch the golden state warriors game tomorrow at 1:00 pm ;)






* . Rihanna Grammy Bound .

Rihanna has released her 51st Grammy Ad! & it is said that my fave lady will be running with Destiny's Child "Say My Name" uh oh! Get'em RiRi i cannot wait i soo love this lil lady!


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