Tuesday, March 31, 2009

* . Bad Girls Reunion .

Ohhh shit oxygen has been to kind to allow us to kick it with sir fierce (sorry my love, christian) but perez is hawt! I was soo happy I didn't have to see stars shriveled up ass no more lol (sorry) but she was wack! Tonight was really good, I was going to skipp on it but I'm glad "I bounced up on it". It was very interesting to see how shitty and low minded these bitches really were..like alien* still not apologizing for "sucker punching" Cookie. And boston wanting cookie to shut up before she beats her ass..I think she just wanted to act tough with her weird mouth movement and craZy eye..it was also interesting how kayla came up there like she was queen be in her yellow and black talking mad head. But I guess she gotta get the rest of her 15 mins some how right?

1. Ashely sure did act like her dick was big enough..she didn't run the house nor did she act bad than, don't grow balls when you get tiff on our side..
2. Amber b will always be a scary broad, I'm sorry to say she talks shit but can't walk with it..
3. Whitney and Aliea both make me sick...specially whitney! Aliea just makes me pissed off!! And I'm glad Perez was the only one to stand up to that bitch cause I wanted to see her get beat! She's also very looney and not bad she acts like a 5yr old nerd..both of them are actually loonz.
4. Lol @ Perez..
He said she had CHULA EYEBROWS ahahahahahhahahahahahaha that made my nite because it was soo true I was wondering why she looked like a barbie to me tonight she was actually pretty. That made me laugh for a pretty good time LOL
5. I don't know what to say bout sara she is just hella slutty and flabby..and talks a lot of shit but ends up always running and crying and or hiding behind alien* (aliea) that's the real reason she was sad to see her go, because she aint did nothing for her..

Ps. Amber B please, I'm soooo sorry you gave it up to greg on national tv cause ol boy is fruiter than chris brown chewing juicy fruit listening to micheal jackson in his tight red skinny jeans and pink heart sweater while texting sweet nothing to lil wayne! Also, you aint gotta lie to kick it..

Saturday, March 28, 2009

* . Harlem, Nites .

Sooooooooooo BET has finally done me RIGHT!!! Besides College Hill (which comes out like every 67 years) I now have a reason to watch BET again...HARLEM HEIGHTS!! Yes they like my black version of the hills!! I actually dig the show, I wasn't really feeling the hills spin off (The City) and yall already know where I stand with (Baldwin Hills) so my tv time was limited to game nites, and whenever I catch (Everybody hates chris). It was a bomb show, they was realer than Baldwin hills and they had some cool "threads" and the 2 chicks with short hair cuts can give me hair ideas since I'm no longer a short hairstyle virgin!

The only CON from the first episode I seen 2 nights ago is this chick wore a mink like coat to the nail shop!!!!!! Come on now!!!!! Even KIM KARDASHIAN go to the nail shop in leggings vintage tees and flip flops, and on sexy days summer dress!! But mink? Much, you think? But like I said this is my first episode, so ima have to see if they keep it 100!

* . Miley ; LIE-ly .

So I totally walked from my room into my sisters and asked "did rihanna win" and little did I know it was "Best Female Singer" time. And miley WON,!! Not saying its a shocker or a bad thing because all the kids love Miley Hannah or whomever she wanna be today yesterday tomorrow and next week..YES INDEED she cannot SING and she makes my face frown when I hear her eek accent on hannah montana (when my sister watches it)..but I can't deny the girl is caked up!! And for that I give her, her props.But hmm.....WHY DID SHE FAKE CRY... Or I should say, try to MAKE HERSELF CRY!! So pointless..these kids don't get it that she milking them.

But the fashion point is I so like her dress! I will upload pictures once I get on a computer (I'm on my blackberry tonite)

Friday, March 27, 2009

* . Mistah Fag .

Mistah Last.
Mistah Over done.
Mistah only famous in Oakland.
Mistah stfu and get signed by a real label and no bay shit.
Mistah 3 cds sold.
Mistah damn when you gon retire?

anywho..no wonder there is still racism, and why we [as a race] are still being looked down upon as people. so im on twitter holding down my charities page and i see a girl on my follower list whom have been sending messages to mistah fab. so i decided to go on his page, seeing how once upon a time i supported him or liked him. and i see a bunch of twitts that i didnt get. yeah..sure i raised my eyebrow but damn this nicca was really ranting. 1. i only thought my bitch ass x boyfriend had bitch fits/bitch tantrums. 2. wait he didnt..ohhh yes he did!! mistah fab [some of yall may not know him because he is a nobody] was taking levells side. he tried to throw that what the mayors dont speak at "our" funerals. wait what has mistah fab done for us as a nation? and when did he get the right to talk for us? and if this was a race thing if levell or however you spell this niccas name was somebody worth a praise or 2 you know damn well this nicca would get it. oakland is not a shady place, california is not evil, and this situation is not racist at all. so fuck the POLICE BRUTALLITY! excuse you is saying or trying to use on your little twitter page. why do some people hold grudges and say oh well the police do this..come on you from the same damn place im from OAKLAND you the same race i am AFRICAN AMERICAN..and i feel aint shit wrong! these cops are the same cops your mother calls when her house catches on fire. or when your grandmother is getting robbed in her house. the same cops who comes to your signings when only 10 people show up. not all police are evil, and not all actions are bad. these cops did their job and was killed for nothing so im saying mistah fab knows the reason he raped a 12yr old girl, or why he had a weapon and shot these cops through their helmet in their jaw and neck, than fled changed weapons and shot 2 swat. yeah we are waiting for your reply. and why would the mayor speak at a rapist funeral "oh well he was a damn good racist getting all the young wet pussy"?! i mean come on these people have morals. i could see actually if this dude did something IMPORTANT and he was KILLED FOR NO REASON and he was just BOTHERED FOR NO REASON. but no this guy was an evil person not minding his own damn buisness! maybe you should check your facts and re-think and stop smoking or whatever you do because you have mentally dis-beilieving problems.

why would the Atheletes, Rappers, help you? this shit is so hilarious..i am so through with him and his wack ass music.

why is this nicca pounting on twitter!!!
i cant believe this shit, he has headaches and feel like crying over this dude!!
wtf?! is he serious?

and than he adds the family cant pay for the funeral...well maybe since he has so much "remorse for what transpired" he needs to give a donation.



Thursday, March 26, 2009

* . Oakland Police .

like i promised you, i shall deliver you with :). i indeed got out and saw the police memorial. i had to get out by myself and pay my dues to the officers whom help keep me alive and safe since the day i was born [since i was born in Oakland]. it was actually a good site, not at the apartment, but across the street. and while i was there a Santa Clara cop car pulled up with two officers whom got out in uniform to pay dues. 4 non uniformed cops came in a SUV with a uniformed cop. and also a Mexican citizen came and did his cross on the face, knelled and prayed.

the last picture i took today :) [save the best for last]..

the 4 police that showed up [is shown to the left with the shades], the tallest one is the one in uniform...

the Mexican man who gave praise to the officers...[peep the gold skinny jeans and the obama shirt lmfao]

some flowers, candles, kids work, [and a orange lol]..

some balloons, more work done by citizens and a lot of kids :) [big ups to the kids, yall!!]

some more work, and two of the officers pictures [Sgt. Mark Dunakin, 40 - John Hege, 41]

the 4 fallen angels of Oakland, Ca. Sgt. Mark Dunakin, 40, and Sgts. Ervin Romans, 43, and Daniel Sakai, 35, John Hege, 41.

the whole memorial area from the left view.

4 half risen flags for the 4 officers..

more of the flowers..

Left to right John Hege, 41, and Sgts. Ervin Romans, 43, and Daniel Sakai, 35, and top right is Right to left is Sgt. Mark Dunakin and Officer John Hege

the view of the memorial from the right side..

self explanatory, 74th and MacArthur where the shootings took place across the street from the apartment..

another left side view..[the news made me nervous! i bet not be on tv LOL!]

more of the memorial, rest in peace guys.

PS. while i was there i asked was that the apartment across the street to a black lady, and she informed me that they said it was. i saw a lot of balloons and pictures and i thought it was more for the police so me and her went to look. i was really shocked to see at the site of the apartment, the police was not being mourned but the killer was. the guy whom raped 6 i believe including a 12yr old girl. the guy whom skipped 4 parole dates. the guy whom was riding around in a bullet proof vest. the guy whom was riding with a fire arm [gun]. the guy whom shot two motorcycle police whom was doing they job. and than walked up to them and shot them in their heads while they were already dying. the guy whom than fled on foot across the street to his sisters. the guy whom than pulled out an AK and shot through a closet. yes, they praised him and made him look holy. they also had black panther pictures up. seeing how he's black and the cops were white they are going to make it a racial issue..HMM I AM BLACK! AND I FEEL DEVASTATED FOR THE OFFICERS AND THEIR FAMILY. AND THE OAKLAND POLICE DEPARTMENT.

funeral is taking place tomorrow @ Oracle arena [home of the golden state warriors raiders and A's] 1800 people was said to attend freeways will be closed and people will be let in @ 9:00 am. please plan accordingly and please show respect.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

* . Poor California .

Sorry i have not been posting or anything lately, but in case you have not heard or if you dont watch the news [like me ;)] just this past weekend 4 of my hometowns [Oakland, Ca] police men were shot and killed on the scene. the police and oakland swatt team were pursuing a petifile whom had raped a 12yr old girl and was violating parole. he did have a warrant out for his arrest. he than shot 2 motorcycle cops at one intersection in east oakland, and pursued on foot to his sisters house where he than got an ak and shot 2 more police officiers. the guy lavell than was shot. i dont really want to get into the details right now because i will be posting another post tomorrow with pictures of the sites.

i will actually be going to the 2 different spots and maybe even oracle [:(] to show my support and love to the families and the 4 cops whom was lost to us on saturday. its sickening and sad to see such stuff happen like this, and when i tend to tell people where im from its like a constant joke "hehe your a thug" no im honestly not. i may have a tiny itsy bitsy piece of keyshia cole in me but i tend to act like a lady always! but what this man did was truly un word-able, you can say "the police mess with black people" or what not but this man raped a 12yr old girl, and violated parole so they had a reason to pursue him.

:( - i understand oracle is a big spot but sheeez please do not mess up my experience in getting closer to my husband and enjoying my games!! lol yall know im terrified of dead bodies and all that aftermath crap..

but please keep the police families in you prayers.
as well as..

the city of oakland [we were bad with polices and seeing how they are being shot off..]
the oakland police department
and the citizens of the neighborhood where this took place

* . No Music FEELS Like .














1/2 MUTE.



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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

* . Oh My .

poor natasha (actress, mom from lindsay lohan's parent trap) dies from her skiing accident. she was 45 years young and very beautiful! and had an amazing accent [which i love ;)P] god bless her family and friends at there time of loss.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

* . Lima, Adriana Lima .

The most exotic and girl next door victoria secret model to me (no homo) sorry tyra. Gives a look into her Naked Ambition (Give in to spring’s seductive lingerie and pajama-inspired looks)

Steal the spotlight from bedroom eyes with the ultracreamy Maybelline New York Moisture Extreme Lipcolor in Pink Cloud

Lace plunge bra, Victoria’s Secret, $158, at select Victoria’s Secret stores nationwide. Silk chiffon corset-cage skirt, Zac Posen, price upon request. Stainless steel and diamond watch, Audemars Piguet, price upon request.

Wool blazer, Donna Karan New York, $2,895, at Donna Karan New York stores nationwide. Jeweled stretch satin bodysuit, Alberta Ferretti, $4,795. Pearl strand bracelet, Tom Binns, $4,795. Zipper bracelets, Disaya, $240 each. Socks, Hue, $7. Oxfords, Church’s, $425. Stainless steel and diamond watch, Audemars Piguet, price upon request. White gold bracelet with natural rough diamond and pavé diamonds, Diamond in the Rough, price upon request

Satin bra, Victoria’s Secret, $48, at select Victoria’s Secret stores nationwide

Knit and transparent jersey dress, Dior, $2,850, at Dior Boutique, NYC. Matte gold and steel braid necklace, Janis by Janis Savitt, $675. Stone necklace, Kara Ross, price upon request

Silk pajama set, Dolce & Gabbana, price upon request. Calfskin tote bag, Longchamp, $655. Silver and gold rings with sapphires, Iosselliani, $1,110–$1,270. Silverplated link bracelet, Isaac Manevitz for Ben-Amun, $430. Sterling silver block-link bracelet, Robert Lee Morris, $1,500.

Silk tuxedo jacket, $2,690, silk knit tank top, $835, silk jacquard shorts, $1,050, all, Nina Ricci, visit ninaricci.com. Matte gold and steel braid necklace, $675, matte gold multichain bracelet, $1,125, both, Janis by Janis Savitt. Gold link chain bracelet, Fallon, $210. Zipper bracelets, Disaya, $240 each. Hand-carved cocobolo wood cuff with quartz and pyrite, Christine J. Brandt, price upon request.

Silk sequined gingham jacket, MaxMara, $1,590, at MaxMara, NYC, Chicago. Satin demi bra, Victoria’s Secret, $48. Cotton stretch boxers, Tom Ford, $250. Sterling silver link bracelets, Robert Lee Morris, $1,495–$1,500. Socks, Hue, $7. Oxfords, Church’s, $425.

Sequined silk dress, Blumarine, price upon request, collection at Neiman Marcus. Boy shorts, Eres, price upon request. Pyrite necklace, Stephen Dweck, price upon request. Silver chain necklace, Tom Binns, $1,500. Zipper bracelets, Disaya, $240 each. Stainless steel and diamond watch, Audemars Piguet, price upon request. White gold bracelet with natural rough diamond and pavé diamonds, Diamond in the Rough, price upon request. Socks, MeMoi, $8. Oxfords, Church’s, $440.

Men’s wool and silk two-button jacket, Yves Saint Laurent, $1,995, at select Yves Saint Laurent Boutique nationwide. Trousers, Yves Saint Laurent, $1,150. Lace and mesh bra, Victoria’s Secret, $68. Matte gold and steel braid necklace, $675, multistrand bracelet with crystals, $725, matte gold chain bracelet, $1,125, all, Janis by Janis Savitt. Stainless steel and diamond watch, Audemars Piguet, price upon request. Jet cuff with gold and diamonds, Kara Ross, price upon request.

Silver plate link bracelet, Isaac Manevitz for Ben-Amun, $430. Sterling silver block-link bracelet, Robert Lee Morris, $2,000

* . Elle on Elle .

sorry ive been really busy and tired with school ughh!! sooo tiring than I have many side jobs going on to focus..

side note: elle must love me, always has my ladies on the cover april 2009 = reese witherspoon whom actually is my fave actress yess I love this lady!! she is like my fave :) and she is very pretty and looking really good and in shape.

On her divorce: “Very humiliating and very isolating…But, by the way, if it’s not painful, maybe it wasn’t the right decision to marry to begin with. Those are the appropriate emotions. When people get in your face and say, ‘This will pass,’ you think, Are they crazy? I’m never gonna feel any better than I feel right this minute and nothing’s ever gonna make sense again. And I still have moments where I’m like, Nothings ever gonna make sense again.”

On dealing with the pain that stems from divorce: “You see a lot of people play this blame game. Blame, blame, blame. You know? And it’s a really easy thing to do, and I’m certainly guilty of it. [You have to] look at yourself and go, ‘What part of this do I need to own? Which part of this is my responsibility? And that’s the painful work that you have to go through to hopefully get some real life knowledge out of it.”

On boyfriend, Jake Gyllenhaal: “He’s fabulous. He really is a fantastic guy. Unfortunately, he’s not in the movie, so we can’t really talk about him.”On being a young mother: “When I first had Ava, I couldn’t afford [help]. And it was so hard. I was out in Los Angeles, living [away from my family]. I really didn’t have any friends. And I had a baby. No one else who was 22 had a baby. I couldn’t go out.”

btw, i named it Elle on Elle because (Reese played Elle woods in Legally blonde ;])

* . Fly as an Eagle .

In the mist of all the bullshit, my bitch stay fly! I can't stand her! (Not really, I love her) she is just to fucking fly for her own good! Why?! How?! I mean she can't be down and gone to long cause I'd probably die!! Here is her cutting a rug in one of the Fashion Capitols New York!



* . Fire Crackers .

Fire Crackers!

Stephen & Don get EJECTED..what? How! Not now!! Yes, my team is a bunch of ball slangers! You can not walk on our toes without us telling you how bad it hurted plus how we want you to clean our shoes...Oh yes we are that damn bad!! So Fcuk you if you don't like it! Yall remember what happened to Delani and the Lakers (kkkk!)

And both of our Anthonys currently Hold an NBA Title.

The Youngest Player at age (19) Randolph

And The best 3-Pointer! Morrow

I love my GSW!
Sadly this eventful night left us with 130 and Suns 154! It was nice to see Matt :)


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