SORRY MY READERS//ON LOOKERS,

MY LAST POST WAS MARCH 25TH 2011, AND THAT VERY NEXT DAY I FOUND OUT MY FATHER HAD PASSED AWAY..HE WAS 42 YEARS YOUNG WITH A FACE AND ATTITUDE OF A 21 YEAR OLD!! HE WILL TRULY BE MISSED.


REST EASY DAD.
steven anthony reed



YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, thats me and him LOL :)

ahhhh ,
why is today my 1st day tasting this??
ive been in love with peanut butter since forever
but this is the shiii lol

my birthday shoe selection,
im torn


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i thought this was thee cuuuuuuuutest!!

hehe i must own one!!

(Just now via. Myspace)

mannn , boo i haven't been on here since last year :-/
maybe i've been in denial so much that's why it juss hit me every time..i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu so much and today i've been and i cant stop crying! (( though i really shouldn't be right?? )) its alot easy for people to comfort you with that but its still super hard...
but even though im crying BELIEVE ill keep pushing for the both of us ;)

pirates of the caribbean 4

FOR OLD (( MYSPACE )) TIMES SAKE!

MY LIFE AS OF 1/29/11

1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
looking into someones eyes when they are telling me how they feel

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
i dont hold on to anger

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
to buddha, thank you for guiding me..

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
i would better myself

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
TRUST you cant love w/o trust!!

6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time youre fired. Do you save the dog?
call for help,

7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
nope, revenge is sweet though..

8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
dezzy is welllllll worth it!!!!

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
of course ;)

10. Does sex=love?
nope..

11. Are you old fashioned?
nope..

12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
lol....nope

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
i dont love them back

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
living

15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
last night, my mom

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
my shyness...id wrap it with a bow and burry it in the bottom of my closet

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
a gun, and buddha

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
if i knew how...why not?

19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
the newborn once my grandma grabs it

20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
4 months ago & how? i just said it

If You had three months to live:

21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
nope, cause than they'll stop living

22. What do you do with your remaining days?
LIVE SMILE & INSPIRE

23. Would you be afraid?
not more afraid than living w/no life

today marks a year since my little angel went back home,
seems like yesturday but i guess im really that strong!
i miss us laughing at every damn thing,
and you being on myspace im or aim everytime i logged in...
the biggest impact is the one we never see coming,
we are so blinded and caught in our moment..
i smile alot more to carry your legacy,
even if not by birth you are forever a part of me
live on boo, i love you!
Desiree "Dezzy" Davis (6/27/92-9/07/09)

If I had to live my life again, I'd make the same mistakes, only sooner.

NIKE WOMEN survey

MY SCHOOL PROJECT SO DO IT BITCHESSSS!
POR FAVOR ;)

*MOMENT OF SILENCE PLEASE*

IMA NEED EVERYBODY TO PRAY TONIGHT EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR 2 SECONDS,

CALL THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE, AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM.

EVERY MOMENT COUNTS, SO WHY WASTE THEM WAITING?

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&& WHILE YOU'RE PRAYING PLEASE KEEP MY LITTLE HOMIE (3YEAR OLD

NATHAN MURRAY) IN YOUR PRAYERS! HE WAS AT THE PARK TODAY (FRIDAY

- AUGUST 6, 2010) PLAYING WHEN SOMEONE PUSHED HIM TO HIGH IN A TIRE

SWING & HE FLEW INTO THE METAL BAR HIS UNCLE TOOK HIM TO THE

DOCTOR BECAUSE OF THE HUGE KNOT ON HIS HEAD && THEY FOUND OUT

BLOOD WAS ON HIS BRAIN AND HE HAD TO BE FLOWN TO CHILDRENS

HOSPITAL. SO WHILE YOU GUYS CONTINUE TO PRAY DO NOT FORGET ABOUT

MY LITTLE "PUFFER POO" NATHAN! HE LOVES TRUCKS (EVEN GARBAGE

TRUCKS) AIRPLANES AND FAST CARS, OO! AND HE LOVES WATCHING

SPONGEBOB && DORA THE EXPLORER ;)... IF YOUR HEART HAS ANY ROOM OR

IF YOUR MIND HAS AN EXTRA SPACE ON THE LIST PLEASE ADD "NATHAN MURRAY" TO IT.

*THANK YOU VERY MUCH IN ADVANCE*

SOMETIMES WOUNDS NEVER HEAL....

I MISS YOU SO MUCH I DONT KNOW HOW TO DEAL...

LIFE IS SOO PRECIOUS,

I CANT BELIEVE YOUR IMPATIENT

YOU MOVE WITH NO CAUTION

STEADY CHASING

THE WRONGER THINGS

CLOSE YOUR EYES

SPREAD YA WINGS

WELL BREATHE EASY...BE EASY..

XOXO, FROM ME TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

IM SOO HAPPY IM U

AND UR SOO HAPPY UR ME TOO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME LOL :)

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME && 18TH 2 MY BIRTHDAY TWINN SELENA GOMEZ :)


*** updates..

i replied to EVERY birthday comment i recieved on facebook, twitter, && text messages lol i ran out of shit to say!!!!!!!!!

brought my 1st legal bottle and drunk it all by myself in last than 4mins :-X

lol i love derrhea she is fuhking hiliarious

i got "Spider Bite" piercings my FIRST and LAST piercings lol pain it was...

♥

MY 21ST BIRTHDAY HOTEL :)

Cancer
June 22 - July 22
Tuesday Apr 13, 2010

The tortoise beats the hare today, so don’t let someone’s speedy pace throw you off course. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, focusing primarily on what’s in front of you NOW. Projecting too far into the future slows you down–you’ll worry and get anxious, and for no good reason. Let budding relationships and opportunities unfold 24 hours at a time.

Cancer
June 22 - July 22
Monday Mar 08, 2010
Don’t be shy about interrupting today. If someone is droning on, and you haven’t a clue what he’s talking about, stop him and ask for clarification. This is actually a compliment, as it shows that you’re seeking to truly understand. If you’re the one leading a discussion, check in with your audience periodically, instead of issuing a breathless monologue without pause. The point is, after all, to get your point across effectively.

The Buried Life: What do you want to do before you die?

Me: I want to be able to say "did you see Rihanna last night she was wearing my design" :]

i cant lie it was me ;)

(VivaLaHandBag)

check out my old blog!!

Cancer
June 22 - July 22
Monday Feb 08, 2010
Anxiety you’re feeling about a commitment is a result of being half-in, half-out. Unless you invest yourself fully, you’ll always feel worried, claustrophobic, and uncertain. Today, see what it feels like to dive in with both feet. New solutions and possibilities open up once you’ve closed the escape hatch behind you.

* . New Year - New Me .

Let's go....ima little bit late its actually the 11th day in the New Year but oh well!! I had to test the waters out & see things that I am actually working on..and here are the ones I've been doing so far:

1. Keep me at #1
(That's everything from standing up for myself & tending to my OWN needs! Even if I have to hurt some feelings or leave people behind on the way)

2. Stop obsessive cursing
(I cuss a lot its no surprise but I can't help it! Its just who I am but I will try to limit it except on game nights! lol ;])

3. Be independent
(That's anything from not needing a man to feel complete & taking care of mines! I'm ready to move & be free & be INDEPENDENT!!)

4. Get another job
(I'm in love with money...what can I say? And I need another job in order to be independent & take care of mines.)

5. Be a better ME
(Every New Year you should try to better yourself whether its your attitude the way you hold grudges or your health!)

That's my five so far, and I have been working on them I'm sure ill add some more through out the year :)

*blessings*