(Just now via. Myspace)

mannn , boo i haven't been on here since last year :-/
maybe i've been in denial so much that's why it juss hit me every time..i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu so much and today i've been and i cant stop crying! (( though i really shouldn't be right?? )) its alot easy for people to comfort you with that but its still super hard...
but even though im crying BELIEVE ill keep pushing for the both of us ;)

today marks a year since my little angel went back home,
seems like yesturday but i guess im really that strong!
i miss us laughing at every damn thing,
and you being on myspace im or aim everytime i logged in...
the biggest impact is the one we never see coming,
we are so blinded and caught in our moment..
i smile alot more to carry your legacy,
even if not by birth you are forever a part of me
live on boo, i love you!
Desiree "Dezzy" Davis (6/27/92-9/07/09)

I LOVE & MISS YOU MY LIL SIS DEZZY!

6/27/92 - 9/7/09

THROWBACK: DEZZY DAD (JESSE DAVIS) , LITTLE TAII , && BABY DEZZY :)

* . Congrads Dezzy .

#YEAROFTHEUNDERDOGS...
i bet she is somewhere smiling (like always) boo, you better smile harder cause this rain is getting on my nerves lol..

RIP. 6/27/92 - 9/7/09

ps. #YEAROFTHEUNDERDOGS, that must mean i can expect something good to happen to me too? lol *hopefully wishing*

* . Neglected .

sorry i havent really been around.

september was the worst month for me by far...i lost one important person in my life my little boo Desiree "Dezzy" Davis to street violence. i know i probably posted about her here before when it was her birthday or even tweeted about her tryna drag me to lil waynes concert LOL..but i love my little boo..she had just turned 17 on june 27th and was a senior at Oakland Tech High school..she was one of the reason i use to laugh none stop! now my world is semi incomplete i dont want to go out i feel bored all the time..i never have passion anymore.

i just havent been myself alot lately, idk its like ive closed back up..but im slowly and surely making my way back to normal.

also in september, my moms dad passed away like one week after Dezzy. his funeraly was 3 days before hers. so i just have been dealing with alot. i wont dwell in this subject because my wounds are healing..AND I AM FINE :) everyone heals differently.

in october school started back :) only 2 more weeks left! man i havent blogged all quarter its kind of scary lol! but i only took 3 classes this quarter (late registration) and they were actually pretty cool! bus. of fashion, english, history of western art II. alot of work but it has been worth it!

and i see i stopped posting in July, so i have to tell you in August i started working for Cal Bears :) and it was amazing! the season is over and the boys did good and i hope everything with jahvid is going better since the season is over.

but sorry for neglecting you all..THE WAIT IS OVA :)
IM BACKKKK lol