sorry i havent really been around.
september was the worst month for me by far...i lost one important person in my life my little boo Desiree "Dezzy" Davis to street violence. i know i probably posted about her here before when it was her birthday or even tweeted about her tryna drag me to lil waynes concert LOL..but i love my little boo..she had just turned 17 on june 27th and was a senior at Oakland Tech High school..she was one of the reason i use to laugh none stop! now my world is semi incomplete i dont want to go out i feel bored all the time..i never have passion anymore.
i just havent been myself alot lately, idk its like ive closed back up..but im slowly and surely making my way back to normal.
also in september, my moms dad passed away like one week after Dezzy. his funeraly was 3 days before hers. so i just have been dealing with alot. i wont dwell in this subject because my wounds are healing..AND I AM FINE :) everyone heals differently.
in october school started back :) only 2 more weeks left! man i havent blogged all quarter its kind of scary lol! but i only took 3 classes this quarter (late registration) and they were actually pretty cool! bus. of fashion, english, history of western art II. alot of work but it has been worth it!
and i see i stopped posting in July, so i have to tell you in August i started working for Cal Bears :) and it was amazing! the season is over and the boys did good and i hope everything with jahvid is going better since the season is over.
but sorry for neglecting you all..THE WAIT IS OVA :)
IM BACKKKK lol
september was the worst month for me by far...i lost one important person in my life my little boo Desiree "Dezzy" Davis to street violence. i know i probably posted about her here before when it was her birthday or even tweeted about her tryna drag me to lil waynes concert LOL..but i love my little boo..she had just turned 17 on june 27th and was a senior at Oakland Tech High school..she was one of the reason i use to laugh none stop! now my world is semi incomplete i dont want to go out i feel bored all the time..i never have passion anymore.
i just havent been myself alot lately, idk its like ive closed back up..but im slowly and surely making my way back to normal.
also in september, my moms dad passed away like one week after Dezzy. his funeraly was 3 days before hers. so i just have been dealing with alot. i wont dwell in this subject because my wounds are healing..AND I AM FINE :) everyone heals differently.
in october school started back :) only 2 more weeks left! man i havent blogged all quarter its kind of scary lol! but i only took 3 classes this quarter (late registration) and they were actually pretty cool! bus. of fashion, english, history of western art II. alot of work but it has been worth it!
and i see i stopped posting in July, so i have to tell you in August i started working for Cal Bears :) and it was amazing! the season is over and the boys did good and i hope everything with jahvid is going better since the season is over.
but sorry for neglecting you all..THE WAIT IS OVA :)
IM BACKKKK lol
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