Sunday, May 10, 2009

* . Mothers Day .

Dear Mom,

U made me,
U raised me,
Sure I have fallen down a lot,
Made a few mistakes or maybe even forgot,
A few birthdays or more,
Or to lock the front door,
But I always remember the important things,
Like to enjoy what life brings,
Working hard at the post office,
And maintaining or single home like "nicca please! U watch this",
Never really had a father,
But I'd be lying if I didn't say I had one hell of a mother,
Now that I am almost grown
Ill always keep your guidance & wisdom I now own
So thankful even though sometimes I neglect it,
U gone I can't even fathom it,
Hope you have the best day,
Happy Mother's Day!

With love,
Your oldest Daughter :]



Ps. My little sister added the sprinkles sorry bout the upside down slice lol it was still good.

* . Re-Birth .


I'm naming this one Re-Birth because this is my Re-Birth. I've been really out my element lately I've been having a lot of mind "tantrums" but every time I read another chapter of Buddhism or Read a post from Jhene I really started to remember who I really am.

I've been questioning my existence and why am I pursuing Fashion. I know they say your not suppose to, but who can actually tell you what's right for you? I just had to ask myself cause I always feel out of place. And I realized although everybody at my play dress up & "rich" spending 3000 a quarter shopping for new & pointless shit. I spent this whole week procrastinating on homework because I was mind blocked from not having a new wardrobe. I had to ask myself "why are you here?" But I realized I'm truly there to learn so I can be. If I had it already I wouldn't be there flaunting.

I just needed a life cleanse. So I am starting off freshh.

Even when writting this I have so much I want to say or so much I want to be. When I close my eyes I don't really see me I see her, I'm not quite her yet because I feel trapped. But I am going to keep reading up to keep good Karma.

So once again I want to say thank you for reading & welcome to my blog Fidm Diaries.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

* . KimK .

kim kardashian.
i never liked kim, ughkk at times i couldn't even stand her. but shes actually growing on me! i like her hustle flow, and her whole lady like attire. shes starting to be bomb to me, and her new hair (or wig now that i found out) is the shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizt!

what you think dolls? is this hot or not?

Kim's a Fashionista?

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* . The Rihanna Effect .

.....since its 4/29 and chris brown should have been in court about the rihanna incident why not make a rihanna post??

anyways here is kim kardashian rocking a similar attire to ms fenty!

and here is ms fenty before the chris incident in los angeles.



Who Wore It Best?

Rihanna
Kim Kardashian

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

* . Its hard out here for a . . .

. . . KID!!



SO B*TCH NICCA GIMMIE ALL YO MOTHERF*CKING CANDY!!! NOW B*TCH YOU SEE THIS TOYS R US SPECIAL! ITS FULLY BATTERY LOADED TOO!!

LOL, my city is too HOOD!! Only in Oakland, California do you get an 8 year old and 5 year old trying to rob a Liquor store! Not for $$$$ either but some CANDY!! Straight Nigguh (not nigga) but niggUH shit!!

Please Raise your kids RIGHT! Remember it starts out young and "cute" but yall molding 2 criminals!!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

* . Fuck U .

Cause i looooooooooooooooooove this shit!! go CASSIEE!






The girl is BADDD and i mean that literally and anyway else you can mean it lol..GO CASSIE BABYY

Saturday, April 11, 2009

* . Arrrgg! Scammers .

!@@#$%^&*&*(^##!@~!@#^%!!!!!
fucking bastards.
i want a puppy!
and now ima have to resort to pet stores in LA!
spending close to 3 grand for my baby!
hmm!! damn keyshia cole.
i want her dog badd :( lol
PS. to potential scammers.
i am not dumb and be smart and don't change shit on sites and put them in emails unless your ass remove the link :) thank you very much. i called yorkiepuppies! and your a fraud!

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